Irelandsmissingbaby

Well I am down to two more days before I head out.  New store, new people, but the some of the same dogs that I love taking care of.  School is making me crazy.  This perspective class is just....ugh.  Never figured that this class would be this difficult.  I can see it, but just can't seem to get it right on the paper.  It is days like these that make me want to say the heck with it I will never get this and just give up.  But in order for me to do what I so want to do I need to work on it till I am completely gray, or bald, whichever comes first.  Probably wouldn't be this difficult if I was actually sitting in a classroom, but there is not

Well it is just a few more weeks before I move to the new store.  Getting very excited and very nervous about it also.  Going to be a lot of work getting everything set up in 3 weeks.  But am looking forward to the week off (even if it is unpaid).  Will give me time to fool around with my sketching...my gaming....and just sit back and relax after all the work we will have put in. Looking forward to next week also as I am going back into the weight room and going to lose the little belly that I have and start building that muscle back up.  Finding it difficult to handle some of the dogs these days as I have not been working out and can feel t

Gads...our lives are just so busy that we just don't have the time for each other any more.  Between me working and him working we barely spend any time on line together anymore.  And I must say that I do miss him very much.  No matter what mood I am in he can always manage to make me feel better...make me laugh and if he can't make me laugh he could at least always get a smile out of me anyway.  Now I am lucky if I see him once a week anymore.  He always manages to lighten the heaviness in my heart when I am with him even if it is only through the internet.  He is my heart and my soul and I miss him so much.